Wednesday, May 4, 2016

April Poem # 19 weird


you're so weird,
you make me mad,
you're odd, try to fit in.
you're so strange, 
your friends are too,
flaky is good on paper,
in real life you're just stupid,
you're so off center,
kabhi toh be normal,
quirky is nice, but not all the time
how can you be so...you?






April Poems: #18 english rose and lavender


my granny smelled of nivea,
that came out of the blue tin.
and if you were good, she'd take
a bit from the inside of the cover,
and put it on your wrist to smell.

other granny smells were English
Yardley talc which she never shared,
and patchouli on her sheets,
camomile in her tea,
and the funny pillows inside her shoes,
made with camphor and salt,
to keep bad smells and evil spirits,
from stepping into her satin shoes.

everyone spoke about how she lived,
in a cloud of fragrances, some good
others really revoltingly strong,
it kept people away from her bony hugs.

i never minded her skeletal cuddles,
so she let me use the phus-phus perfume bottle,
i never minded her bodily odors,
i never minded her cackling laughter,
i pretended she was going to live forever.

her room now smells of pinesol,
and promises to turn into 
the family dump room - for stuff,
that will probably lie unloved, 
too unimportant to be used,
and too important to be thrown away,
just like its previous occupant.









Sunday, May 1, 2016

april poem #17: Touch


touch,
don't talk,
there's nothing more to say,
the past is far away,
and the future but a calming bottle
with silver glitter floating gently
in lazy, never-ending circles.

touch,
don't talk,
some places need fingertips,
others react to squeezing,
and the frissons are copyright material,
it's up to your fingers to choose
parallel lines contouring
or lazy, never-ending circles.

touch,
don't talk,
sometimes scratches on the walls
tell a better story than pretty words
inflicted on a page in cursive,
feel those wounds, flakes of blood dried
and the raw softer skin exposed
how deep are they?
the scabs are still attached, 
explore, pull them apart, 
in lazy, never ending circles.